I really don’t know what we are, but this is more than a friendship.
Candids truly are the best photos. They show the moments that the fake smiles aren’t there for. This picture truly makes my day. Like, it’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.
Johnathan. We talked today about you moving to Florida and I really am so upset to be honest. But then we talked and we talked about your grandfather and you feeling lost and me and losing my grandmother. We talked about our guardian angels and praying and safety. And then you threw me off. You said you were my missing puzzle piece. You said that even though we’re so opposite, we match each other perfectly. You really had me in my most vunerable state today.
“We fit perfectly together. Like, a missing puzzle piece. You are my complete opposite. You’re suicidal, I’m murderous. You’re more laid back, I’m energetic. You’re more musical, I’m athletic. You’re a girl, I’m a boy. You’re my missing puzzle piece.”
I’m so confused lately. You have a girlfriend, but we’re still close and I like you. I know we talked about cuffing at one point in time and that we both like each other a lot more than planned, but still. It’s a scary concept. I don’t want to risk our friendship. I mean, sure it might be worth it, but what if it’s not? What if something goes terribly wrong and we never talk again? I don’t think I can handle that. In all honesty, you’re my best friend. You’re the one person I run to no matter what the situation is. I know most people see us and they automatically assume that we are dating. I know neither of us correct them either. Your mom told me about her and how you want to break up with her. But she told me you want to let her down easy so she doesn’t get hurt. It’s funny how your mom told me this after our fight. Remember that fight? Yeah… That was the scariest thing ever. I thought I lost you for good. I hate how I can go on and on about you and never get bored. It truly is love. You make me so happy and I trust you with my life. You are my best friend, my other half and I really can’t lose you. I know Prom is going to be amazing, just because you’re my date. I’m so excited. I really miss you. I haven’t seen you since Monday and it feels like it’s been forever, it really hasn’t though… Blah. I will see you Sunday. So, until then, I will leave you at this. I love you, I really do. You mean everything to me.
